Thursday, March 27, 2014

Alchemist book review





 
 
 
 
Young Santiago searches for the meaning of life and happiness as he travels from his homeland in Spain to the great deserts of Africa. Where he encounters strange and wise people that help shape his journey, mind and future. This book explains the true meaning of: perseverance, working hard and focusing. Many times Santiago did not know where to go or why in many cases but he wanted to find his treasure and have a better life. That is what motivated him to push through. Although it was hard and it often is when you are moving ahead with your life you have to think what is more important? Santiago had to leave his sheep and the woman of his dreams to find his treasure which is difficult and shows how strong you have to be at times. It was about not only chasing your dreams but how to let go of the worldly things that try to get in your way.
What I learned from this book is that in order to obtain happiness or reach your goals in life there is a price to pay. What really stood out to me in this book that I could relate to was when he met the woman of his dreams and continued to go to Egypt. This relates to me because life it is about sacrifice and I have sacrificed a lot to be where I am; I have no regrets but it is hard. So I understand what it is like to move forward and hope that your sacrifice was worth it; like Santiago hoped Fatima was worth it and would remain loyal to him. Whether it’s losing all your money, working at a poor job to make ends meet or giving up the one you love. It is up to you to determine how much is enough when you’re in the pursuit of your dreams. Sometimes it is best not to know where you are going or how you are going to get there; they may be all that you need to make it.
 
What I didn't like about this book was that it was a bit unclear at times. I don't know if it was written that way on purpose, but towards the end when Santiago was speaking to the sun and wind it was hard to pick up; I had a hard time understanding. That was the only thing that I didn't really like about it other than that it was awesome! I loved everything else about it, the message, the order, the twists and the length. It was a simple yet a meaningful read. It is a great book to read at any point in your life it is always useful no matter what.
This book was an amazing read; it opens your eyes on so many things. This is a good book to read anytime but especially if you are trying to decide which path you should take in life as far as your career or dreams are concerned. It teaches its readers about determination and inner-self. I would recommend this book to teens and adults. If they had made a simpler version I would recommend it to children. I would most definitely recommend this book to a friend I am sure that all my friends would find this book it would be very helpful in their daily lives. This book helps you not worry about the unnecessary  aspects of life and focus on the present because it truly is a gift.
 
In a land of dreams
To find his soul and some means
For treasure and gold
Astounded by what he knows
To the pyramid
Where his dreams and goals may lie
Or back home again
To wonder why his dreams died
Never stop or quit
Body and soul, well equipped
This young boy must find
What this windy desert hides
Misfortune and keeps
His love of life and his sheep
Something he must keep
Santiago travel far!
To find your true love
To find the purpose of life
Nothing can stop you
Make sure you find the true you!
 
 
 



 
 
 
 



Wednesday, March 12, 2014

gratitude



 


There are things in life you may assume will always be the same, that I guess in a sense we do take for granted. Although I do pray day and night, I am human and like many others I do take some things for granted--like the life I live. Yes I am grateful for having loving parents and a loving family but sometimes I don't always acknowledge the times I forget. When I got angry growing up I never thought about other children who had parents to spoil them or make them dinner at night or even wake them up for school when they were too lazy. it always seems to be the simplest things and the most crucial things in life we fail to recognize.

I am grateful for so much I don't even think there is enough room on this blog. However, I can start with a few things; I am grateful for God and the life I live and the wonderful people who inhabit it. I am grateful that I have gotten this far and I'm a college student. I have been through many obstacles and through the grace of God, family, love and perseverance I am the woman that stands in front you all. It is important to thank everything and everyone that has given to you, being grateful. in a stepping stone in life...just one of things you learn to do as you grow.

There is always the good to outweigh the bad n most cases and some of the good that one could always take in is that life is a learning experience. This is VERY significant to me because in order to grow as a person you have to understand you will mess up a time or two; maybe even three or four times. And that is okay, as long as you are trying to do better that third ad fourth time you screw up. I want to take in the preciousness of life, how wonderful life is and all the opportunities you have when you apply yourself. I want to take in the liberty we have as Americans to become whatever our hearts desire...the possibilities are endless.







Be Thankful Man!

Those things that we need
Thank you very much and please
The most precious thing

What we all deserve
You are great and every
Encounter you make but please

Be thankful with ease
Thankful for the sun that shines
The grass so divine

The air that you breath
Your body, soul and summer breeze
The simplest things around

Your smile your taste
Your nails, your hair and your face
Be thankful for me

Gratitude for you
A little for mommy too
Start thanking a few!





















Thursday, March 6, 2014

Fears and Obstacles








Everyone has their share of fears and challenges. Whether it be heights, spiders, public speaking, rollercoasters, test. Something always gets under your skin, it may be major or minor... simple dislikes or things that stop you right where your standing. I have a few fears myself: heights! Oh how I am terrified of anything 4 feet of the ground. Public speaking, my palms get all moist and I stutter like a fool. I feel abandonment, but who doesn't? I don't like thinking that the one person I confide in the most will be gone in the blink of an eye. Those are some of my fears.

Now on the obstacles, obstacles are the things that get in our way when we are trying to climb the ladder of achievement. some obstacles for me are finances, I know it seems like that may be everyone's obstacle but it is so true! without money in this world in some case and sadly most you are a sitting duck! you can't start your own multimillionaire company of fly to Fiji on good looks! If you could I'd be there...not to toot my own horn. Another obstacle is my fear of public speaking I hope that soon I can learn to overcome it. It is not that bad, I have seen worse cases but it is annoying since I am very bright, inquisitive and have lots to say. and lastly, my fear of heights I love culture and the world so much I just want to travel the world one day(literally) but first I have to embrace planes=heights.....one day.

All these fears can be controlled of course, yes it is very difficult but they can be overcame. I just have to work on my public speaking more, hopefully when I transfer to a our year university I can take a public speaking course... Lord knows I need it. As for the heights thing. Yeah, baby steps I should probably try to start wit bridges and ladders. A strong education and dedication is the only way I am going to change my financial issues. So there you have it, everything can be resolved is just take time...like all good things do, they take time.







Fear

fear fear fear your not my friend
fear fear fear you are the end
fear fear fear will you ever cease?
fear fear fear no joy, no ease
 fear will consume
fear will kill
fear finds you valley high or low hills
fear is a killer
fear is work, dilgentilly
fear tears us apart slowly and painfully
fear will never cease
fear I beg you, I moan and plead
because fear is unexpected
and fear will kill us all
but fear can be conquered
only by brave souls







































Monday, March 3, 2014

Present Moment





Every day to me is a normal day, either I am working, sleeping, shopping, doing school work or with my boyfriend. Pretty simple and often pretty cliché'. However the past few days have been fairly interesting, I have been thinking deeply about my religion and what it requires of me. I don't know if you know much about Christianity, if you do know an ounce about it you know that you should promote all things good and remove all things that are bad. partying and things like that should be stopped and I'm just like uhh... I am trying to adapt because I know its for a great cause. Its all a learning experience so I am trying to improve my self so I am pretty proud.

My sister's birthday... well the family get together to celebrate her birthday was the first and it was AWESOME! I helped her prepare for it most of the day...I find myself helping people in need. I had a horrific headache and was so tired by the time the party actually started but I just pushed through it. It turned out great and she was very happy as well as everyone else and so was I. I saw my boyfriend and we talked and argued occasionally then talked and laughed... again a normal day. That night was one to remember. I know that when I have my 31st birthday I want to do it differently, for starters I don't want a Mardi Gras them; I never really understood the history behind Mardi Gras guess its the colors and beads that grab everyone, I'll never know.
4I love my job and all and the hours are so flexible but I think it is time for a new one. I have been thinking about working full time and I have heard people say no because I am in school but the things I want in this world require money that I just don't have. I want to move out and model soon, now whether or not I should is a different story but I know I can't do it at the job I am at. For now I am working on school and maybe in the summer I will assess the amount of school work I can't manage and that will determine whether or not I should get a new job.




When I stop, I notice...


When I stop, I notice that when you live for yesterday your past is your present but when you live for today your present is key
he who lives for today has no worries
even though is seems hard to let go of yesterday or if you have no idea what today holds be positive and go forward
never get to wrapped up
In what happened then what about now?
any and every day matters, yes it all
matters however dwelling on who you were determines who you will become
 I have come to realize every moment counts in a moment I decided to model, in a moment I decided to
never run from destiny and face what needs to be faced 
to look ahead and put my best foot forward... or at least try so what
helps you look ahead in
even the worst case scenarios
many of us live based on expectations, experiences or fears
others live based on dreams, desires and hopes
me? I am one of those people I live based on my dreams
even if some may think they are far reached, your dreams are
never too far if you have
true determination with in you
I always hope to live the life that I was destined to live I
realized that....